who am i?

"I write for the unlearned about things in which I am unlearned myself." - CS Lewis, Reflections on the Psalms

Monday, August 31, 2009

Desperation

a lady's imagination is very rapid,it jumps from admiration to love to matrimony in a moment.....with every new guy that makes her smile....or helps her out.



And all these imaginations are products of desperation, and we all know desperation is frustration that ends in disaster.



I'm not exempting myself from the ladies in this category. at one point we all feel desperate. till we remember who we are, shake it off and keep living.

These past month I've met a dozen potential boyfriends,its like a flood gate of all the cuties and uncute whose intelligence, wit and success make up for the face. every guy that's asked me out on a date, joked with me and made me laugh has got me thinking.....maybe i could learn to fall in love with him:) but of course by the time they're calling for a second date, I'm so over our honeymoon in some island and on a yatch somewhere with the next one who's made me smile:)
makes me wonder how normal i really am.

Okay, I kid. But seriously in my lifes plan I imagined being married at 22(yeah crazy), but what happens when I can't even figure out how to have boyfriends or stay commited to a guy and I'm 24? It leads to rapid imaginations and daydreams.



God help me.

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Friday, August 14, 2009

....work of the jobless

My last official working day was Monday.

i'll liken my situation to break-ups in relationships. you know its for the best, but theres that comfort you get from it, the security. thus theres always the call that sends you driving with such frenzy to his house, every now and then. till you get used to the fact that its actually over and you need to move on.

well thats how it is for me. not like i love coming to work, but i feel guilty not going to help out. so when i'm called, i keep running back... to think i thought i wasnt the booty call type:)


work of the jobless is going back to work.
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